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oh man. i am so overwhelmed right now which leads to feelings of anxiety, shortness of breath, tightness of chest, and headache. i don’t know if i can be a teacher. i don’t know if i can successfully break down lesson plans to teach bratty college kids who don’t give a shit about french the french verb for i am in a well flowing manner. i don’t know. and right now i really don’t care. it seems so elementary to me right now. i came here to study french, not to break down, chew, and spittle the french language into students’ mouths. overwhelmed. poor. lack of sleep. lack of exercise and minimum motivation. all what i feel right now. is it because i just need to adjust. that this, like jon said is like france? i don’t know, but all i do know right now is that i don’t want to talk any more about freaking lesson plans. i could care less about a teaching certificate and i’m glad i didn’t waste my time, and brain cells, at bloom taking education classes. ridiculous. all i care about right now is a) a nice cool drink…which sadly is not possible due to my lack of moneys and embarrassment of paying for one with my bank card and b) finding more silver change so i can walk to the dq downtown and order that happiness giving small chocolate on a cone with sprinkles, yes i’ll take the rainbow sprinkles. but hey, if i’m trying to be positive, which is never the case with me in my own life, at least my toilet is fixed, thanks to paul, my maintenance man, who hopefully didn’t enjoy too much working in my bathroom and apartment, close to my undies and such.
